twenty-forth day holiday

waah. its been a month holiday. i realize one thing. i spent too much time at tronoh with all my friends. and yes i miss them. miss lepak with them, having friends to talk with, gossiping. i mean it. everything. well, i've to go back to utp last wednesday and yet i think that was super duper exciting!

thanks to mr director of robocon 2012 for picking me up at post guard, i think that thursday was perfect. having breakfast with best friend at salam. lunch with all robocon members including advisor. seeing all those members make me happy. like seriously happy because i knew they are part of my life :) i know i miss them. even the advisor was there, i kept chatting with them like months havent seen them. well, as usual, 'membebel' to them is part of myself too. hee

the happy moment stops for a while. may'10 results was officially announced on that thursday. nervous? gila kau tak takut. its all about my life kot. Alhamdulillah, the result wasn't good at all. i mean it. AT ALL. but what think that make me grateful enough is i passed signal and system. its gonna be my worst nightmare if i fail. thanks to my abang long for his strictness during revise that subject. :) have to study harder for next sem *okay, tu azam setiap sem sebenarnya* that evening, spending rest of the evening and MONEY as well at saloon with future rumate. i guess that was upag's hair-do day kot. back-to-back upag's he have to send including us. and dinner with new people.

night. meeting. its a meeting that i like. after 9 months, finally i met all the robocon seniors. well, i admit. miss to have a great conversation with frai and omar :) and now, they are back and here we are, having another GREAT conversation after a long time :) i miss ameeth too. and tipulah kan if tak nak lepak ameeth when u can be there. so, having a lepak time together with mr driver of the day, dehaq and future rumate. yeah, mamak also is another part of my life there.

as conclusion, i know that my university life consist of

FRIENDS

MAMAK

ROBOCON

SHOPPING

GOSSIP

KINTA CITY

TRAVELLING

CAR

however, the top rank is still FRIENDS.

till we meet again. gonna miss all the thing. agak terkilan since i cannot meet my abang long. he came too late. the most nice person to talk to :)

twenty-forth day ends

and

will be counting up

short but worth

(:

eighteenth day holiday

its been about 10 days i havent write anything. mungkin sibuk tolong ibu dengan paper-paper dia and aku pun tak sihat kebelakangan ni. demam panas and selesema. kalau kat utp demam aku boleh la lawan tapi bila dah kat rumah manja lebih la. hee.

taufik nak pmr esok. goodluck opik, 8A's kay? kak ain dengan kak dayah boleh dapat 9. kitorang mintak 8 je. hehe.

anyway nak tulis banyak tapi mata dah panas. i need to sleep so badan boleh kebah. goodnight :)

eighteenth day ends

and

will be counting up

miss everything

(:

eighth day holiday

fully housewife day. bangun hantar adik pergi sekolah. breakfast? setakat aku sorang makan roti pun dah kenyang. hehe. eleh, pastu sambung tidur. bangun-bangun baru la terhegeh-hegeh nak bayar bil broadband ngan credit card. zz. pukul 12 amek adik sebab pukul 12.30 ada open house. suke-suke sebab rumah tu besar, cantik. tapi takut la duduk rumah besar-besar. hee, makanan dia super duper best. main food biasa la. standard menu open house. yang best dessert dia. ad tiramisu, blueberry cheese cake, blueberry tart, fruit tart, chocolate moist cake, etc. hee, best kan? balik open house hantak si gemuk pergi sekolah agama then tidur. hee, hari ni rasa banyak sangat online and game la. tsk3. okie, nak pasang cadar. goodnite :)

eighth day ends

and

will be counting up

sleepy

(:

seventh day holiday

my housewife days begin. ibu pergi kl hari ni. so aku la yang bertanggungjawab jaga budak kecik gemuk ni hehe. sorry adik :)

7.00 hantar si gemuk pergi sekolah

8.30 hantar ibu pergi simpang renggam

9.30 sampai rumah. hasrat nak tidur semula. tiba-tiba dapat call dari mak uda ajak berbual. halamak potong stim. hehe. lepak kedai mak uda sampai pukul 11.

alih-alih dah pukul 1.30. nak kena amek si gemuk balik sekolah pulak. benda ni aku tak bagi tau siapa-siapa pun. time reverse avanza aq buleh terlanggar kancil. sumpah tak nampak. nasib baik pakcik tu baik. sorry pak cik. saya memang tak nampak. memang tak nampak. oh, mak ngah datang semalam. something happened. turun dari kereta je dia marah-marah kat driver dia. siapa tak takut kan bila tengok General Manager KPJ naik angin. driver dia pun bengap. nak pergi pontian sampai nak pusing lalu simpang renggam bagai apsal. pastu sampai 4 kali u-turn depan lorong rumah aku memang la mak ngah panas. dah jadi tak best kali ni mak ngah datang. yet she brings lot of foods. a lot. dah rasa macam duduk kat rumah dia dah. makan makanan dalam bekas. heat and reheat. huhu. anyway, thanks singgah rumah. kena tidur awal sebab nak hantar adik pergi sekolah :)

seventh day ends

and

will be counting up

don't mess with boss

(:

sixth day holiday

nothing much. sibuk kemas barang ibu nak pergi kl. tanda paper upsr. ibu tak okay sangat sebab dah tiga hari tak tidur. kesian dia. iron semua baju + tudung ibu, packing, ajar ibu guna laptop.

online. nengok tv. negngok tv. tidur. good thing is duduk rumah buat aini hamid kurang makan. seriously. hehe.

sixth day ends

and

will be counting up

sleep tight mummy

(:

fifth day holiday

late entry posts :( btw this time is the story about UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE (USS). huhu. sebenarnya aku dah pernah pergi dulu. tapi dengan family. kali ni pulak dengan kawan-kawan. yet still 2 different situation kan? kali ni sangat eksaited sebab pergi dengan kawan belajar, gaduh, main time sekolah, cik siti nasuha, classmate cik iylia, jiran kelas cik alwani, classmate forever and kawan tempat aku menangis melalak dan sebagainya, cik firdayu and cik sakinah. haha.

hee, bangun pagi-pagi pukul 5 sebab pukul 7 bas dah nak jalan. biasalah, jb-singapore kalau tak jam tipu lah kan. huhu. since pontian-jb standard aku sejam jadi kitorang bertolak pukul 6 pagi. huu, awal kan? kan? sampai tune hotel danga bay, tsk3, bas tengah tunggu kitorang rupanya. sory akak. hee.

so pukul 8.30 kitorang dah tercangak kat sentosa world resort tuh. padahal kul 10 baru bukak. zzz. dah la belum breakfast. so, ni lah kerja kitorang before pintu tu USS terbukak

cantik kan gambar ni? hee both tangan and globe :)

sueha-dayu-iylia-alwani-me

camerawoman : cik sakinah

muka nampak happy. perut bunyi siapa tau kan? esp aku la. hoho

snap here snap there oh, pintu dah bukak. line up. sebab belum pukul 10. suddenly i saw a super duper duper cute mr kungfu panda -PO! aku dah macam budak kecik. obses dengan Po yang comel sangat tuh!!

ain't Po cute?

we spent our time main, snap picture, makan, main, main hujan, snap picture lagi. heaven. kenapa? sebab waiting hour semua less than 10 minutes. paling lama nak naik jeep bodoh tu. tunggu 20 minit. pergi last time beratur sampai 2 jam. -.-

okeh, mula-mula main madagascar. boat sailing. tapi kantoi ada rail kat bawah. aku pun sibuk nak tau how they do it. :) tak pernah main sebab baru bukak. fun riding for all ages seriously. ada surprise kat dalam tu :)

then tengok 4D movies shrek. adventure bersama shrek.

makan-makan time. lapar kan tak makan dari pagi. kitorang first customer dia. since dah pernah pergi so, tau la mana gerai yang halal :) Lepas makan buat kerja gila. Mian roller coaster dia yang HUMAN (merah). The best part is bukan jerit sebab takut. Sebab kitorang naik wetride. Bijak orang tu. Dah lock kitorang kat seat baru bagitau kat luar hujan. LEBAT. sekian. roller coaster tu dha la dekat 90km/h tambah pulak dengan hujan. sakit kot air hujan tu. turun je baju tu boleh diperah-perah. well since hujan lebat, so tak leh main outdoor :(

next main high speed roller coaster kat the mummies. huhu. i like. hujan=sejuk. main dalam tu, terkurung dekat tempat berapi = free heater.

then tengok donkey show kejap sementara tunggu hujan stop and main potion spin. dah macam berdating je dok berdua dalam satu tempat sempit. hehe, children ride tapi ada kitorang kisah? main punya main, penat sangat kaki pun dah sakit. next teman sueha shopping. well, tak mampu nak beli banyak. $1=RM2.40. Tukar RM120 dapat la $50 je. Makan $20+. aini kan? asyik lapar je. nak sangat t-shirt USS kan. since sueha beli >$20 so dapat la beli a tshirt worth $43 dengan harga $12. ala sebenarnya harga tshirt tu memang $12, saje je jual mahal dapat untung *muka takpuasati*. baki beli la souvenir untuk kawan aku.

dah puas shopping, main, makan, amek gambar, so pukul 7.30 bas pun sampai and kitorang terus balik. dapat naik bas memang semua tibai tidur la kan. huhu. sebab kalau tido time dah dekat dengan tuas nanti tak best. turun naik bas check passport. zzz

anyway, its a great day. aini hamid bukannya suka bergambar sangat but with them i take a lot of picture. hee, and first time amek gambar pakai braces. i mean obviously diorang akan upload kat fb, and kawan-kawan lama tak tau pun aku pakai braces. so, kire first time la kan? hehe. till then bubye :)

fifth day ends

and

will be counting up

friends forever

(:

fourth day holiday

was going to beloved sensei's house. wuwuwu, bangun lambat. nak kena pergi bank dulu draw duit, pergi jpn amek ic. baru balik nak makan, cik nasuha call suruh amek dia. she's finally sampai pontian. alang-alang dah keluar, pergi pick up iylia sekali :) heaven. 2 kawan lama tak jumpa.

jumpa sensei sumpah rindu zaman sekolah. zaman aku jadi baik bila dalam geng baik tapi jadi nakal bila dalam geng nakal. huhu. sensei manjakan batch kitorang sangat. kenal sensei dari before dia tak ada anak sampai sekarang she have a little cute daughter. boleh nampak sensei miss us too especially bila dah berhenti kerja. respect dengan dia yang hormat kitorang. ajak makan pizza tapi bagi kitorang cawan kertas. huu, two hours full of enjoyment.

ain't she cute?

bkn senang nak bagi budak ni gelak. sejam lebih layan dia main baru boleh 'in'. huhu. baju merah tu sueha yang bawak dari jepun. comel gile yukata tu. btw, apa yang aku realize is as she grow up, we grew up older. huhu

anyway my day ended with cik alwani datang rumah bawak skin dengan dayu. biasalah, 6 orang perempuan, yang dah lama tak jumpa, bile duduk satu bilik... well anyone knows what happened then. huhu. looking forward for our next exiting day!

fourth day ends

and

will be counting up

live life ur teenage days

(:

third day holiday

huu, hari ni kena bangun pagi. ibu eksaited nak pergi nengok anak bujang dia yang sorang lagi terchenta tu kat kluang. ee, sumpah manja budak gemuk tu. aku dulu tak de pun ibu ke ayah ke yang datang. tak mintak pun. so, dengan penuh eksaited ibu pun buat la preparation nak bagi anak bujang dia ni makan.

mee goreng favourite aku

nugget yang banyak kolestrol tapi sedap. hehe

so, aku sebagai driver tak berdaftar terpaksalah drive pergi sains johor tu. sakit tangan sebenarnya. huhu, nak keluarkan tangan swipe touch n go pun sakit :( so lepas nengok budak gemuk tu ( well, tak de beza pun aku nengok dia ) kitorang pun balik sebab mak saudara ayah buat kenduri kat kampung

speaking of kampung, aku tak paham betul la orang-orang bandar yang masuk kat kampung ni. dah tau jalan kampung tu kecik, bila berselisih tu bertimbang rasa la sikit. kena la dua-dua mengalah. hamboi, ingat kau orang bandar orang lain semua kena beralah? pastu tak reti cakap terima kasih bila orang bagi jalan. kemain lagi bawak laju dalam kawasan kampung. kan dah bila aini hamid start membebel, susah nak berhenti.

tapi the saddest thing happened today is inche tom kesayangan mati petang tadi dalam pukul 5. kesian dia. lebih baik dia mati dari tanggung derita hidup. dia macam dah 'dikerjakan' dengan teruk oleh all the bad kucing jantan ( well, dah nama pun jantan kan, sama je ) sampai dubur dia macam terkoyak. then bergaduh kot sampai mulut dia luka. nak minum pun tak boleh. apa lagi makan. bagi minum pakai syringe pn dah tak boleh. thanks tom be with us for more than 3 years. take care of us especially after ayah tak ada. kitorang dah tanam tom elok-elok eh? kak ain sakit tangan pun mencangkul jugak sebab tom.

tom lagi kurus dari neh :(

so, that's the end of my inche tom's story. well, ibu still tak dapat tidur lagi. pity her. pray for her that ditarik balik hijab yg dibuka untuk dia. tangan dah sakit neh. nak rest sebab nanti nak main tangan sakit tak best. hehe. goodnight.

p/s: setakat ni dah tiga hari boleh tulis post. can i make it possible for four months? we'll see

third day ends

and

will be counting up

memory remains

(:

second day holiday

not a good day. sekian. wuwuwuwu. jatuh motor. again :(

ini skuter. sebelum jatuh la

ini skuter lepas jatuh. lebih kurang macam aku la :(

huu, sorry pak uda. tadi terlambung. tak tau kenapa. sakit. kaki dengan tangan. ingat tak nak bagitau ibu tapi bile ibu tanya kenapa tukar motor dengan pak uda, takkan nak tipu kan?

huaa.. tapi benda paling sedih ialah phone champ kesayangan aku HILANG! double sedih. serius sedih. pergi carik balik pun dah tak ada dah. :(

goodbye inche phone yang selalu jatuh.

ibu kesian nengok nasib aku yang asyik ditimpa musibah so dia dengan baik hatinya sponsored beli phone baru untuk aku. tapi ticket pergi universal bayar sendiri la. huhu. ingat nak beli phone nokia tapi puan yang sponsor cakap awak kan pakai phone touch. meh ibu ganti phone touch jugak. baik mem. huu, so inilah hasil jatuh motor tadi,

inche corby II. kaler pink tuh.

hee, pink kot. dah macam perempuan sangat. kelakar pun ada rasanya. at least better dari kuning kot. tapi yelah, dah lama guna champ rase lagi best yang lama. :( lepas jatuh tadi tidur je. terkejut kot. sincle luka sikit je prepared to have lebam. and yes. mak aih banyak benar lebam. macam mana neh. lebam lagi sakit dari luka kot :(

oh hari ni ikut ibu amek skrip upsr kat pejabat pos. meh-meh siapa yang adik-adik dia sekolah area shah alam, penang ( x sure area mana ) dengan kuching, bagi-bagi la no kod korang. hehehe. banyak tu, dapat 16 bungkusan. kira-kira 1000 skrip. banyak kan? kan?

well, sekarang baru pukul 11.40 tapi rumah dah sunyi sepi. house=sleep early. esok nak pergi sains johor. opik si gemuk tu mengada nak suruh orang datang tengok bagai. zzz.

btw, sebenarnya sangat grateful ada kawan yang always have time to hear all my story. thanks eh :) at least half of my worries dah hilang.

second day ends

and

will be counting up

be strong

(:

first day holiday

since its gonna be a four month holiday break and i know its gonna be boring without friends, i decided to do some writing. huhu. sebenarnya dah balik semalam. tapi semalam tak kira as cuti la, sebab penat drive satu hari kan? anyway the best thing happened yesterday is i met my best friend, fresh from japan. huhu

ouh well, after a long 12 hours sleeps, i started my day with mengemas semua baju2 yang dah macam orang pindah rumah je. sumpah banyak gile rupanya baju aku. lepas solat jumaat, hoyeah, back to back open house. jap berapa rumah ek? empat? lima? sebenarnya gigi aku sakit sebenarnya. baru diketatkan. tapi ibu cakap makan still macam tak ingat dunia. hee, banyak gak makan sebenarnya. awal2 lagi dah fail plan diet. zzz

baru tiga minggu tak jumpa inche tom dia dah kurus kedengking. sangat kurus. kesian dia. muka luka teruk., bile berdiri pun macam nak tumbang. dear, please eat. kak ain tak nak tengok sumthing that i love hilang lagi. even awak tu just a cat. be strong and please eat eh? stay elok-elok dalam sangkar tu so that kucing-kucing jahat tak kacau lagi :(

semalam macam ada operasi saman besar-besaran. all way to johor, polis sibuk kejar lori. masuk kl, fuh seronok abang polis keluar buku saman. and yes, i admit that i drive quite fast yesterday. 140 km/h. ngantuk sebenarnya. nak makan asam kan gigi sakit. padan muka. bila tiba-tiba ada roadblock baru nak menggelabah sampai sakit perut. haha. terfikir gak idea kalau kena tahan nak buat dialog, " encik kalau kita settle kejap lagi boleh tak. bagi saya berak dulu. sakit perut sangat neh" hehe. wondering apa la agaknya reaksi inche polis tu kan? good that aku tak kena saman. :)

tak ada benda yang best pun nak ditulis tapi nak tulis jugak sebab nak tulis. sekian

first day ends

and

will be counting up

live life

(:

quote

"apologizing doesn't mean i'm wrong and you are right or you're wrong and i'm right. it just mean to me that value of our friendship more than our ego"

i got my besties back

(:

sometime stress, tired and busy

make us forgot to smile (:

will going back home tomorrow

a week before raya

nak tulis kejap. padahal tengah bukak analog neh. haish. lagi dua hari officially kelas-kelas untuk third sem ni akan habis. kejap je dah habis sem. kejap je dah habis puasa. kejap je dah nak final. tengok neh, jadual aku yang padat untuk dua minggu terakhir ni

-mati sebelum balik rumah-

okay sebenarnya nak cakap, banyak yang berlaku in this two week. seems that i've lost one of my besties kat sini. tah, memang dia unpredictable. but that's the way he is and sebenarnya aku seronok kawan dengan dia. sebab dia rajin layan kerenah aku yang macam-macam. kaki bercerita. kaki mengadu. tapi tah, after a question being asked, aku jadi terfikir. is that mean bila kau berkawan rapat dengan seorang lelaki sebenarnya sebab dia nak usha member-member atau geng kau. okay, kalau ye that's lame. sekian. tetiba aku rasa jadi tawar hati. kenapa? tah. one quote, baiki friendship based - not because of a girl or not because you need something. after all i felt like just to make myself idle.

kthxbai

serabut

thanks sebab caring. tapi kalau terlebih caring pun boleh buat orang annoyed. aku penat sebenarnya. nak cakap pun penat. dah la lately ni dapat syndrom susah nak tidur. golek 1 jam baru tidur. tu pun bile mesej masuk je, ngantuk tadi wassalam. penat kalau tak boleh tidur, and penat jugak kalau terlebih tidur. ye, aku ditimpa musibah hari ni. tapi, jangan tanya banyak-banyak macam polis la sebab polis pun tak tanya banyak-banyak tadi kat aku. ibu pun tak soal siasat aku macam polis. penat tau nak jawab. aku tak nak nampak kurang ajar. tapi, sorry tone aku pun dah lain tadi kan. btw, kadang-kadang kena tengok timing jugak bila nak tanye. its now 3.30am kot. jujur, i'm looking forward to be with ira next year, kalau dapat tamtam pun tak kisah.

sebenarnya lately ni selalu terfikir kalau purse hilang macam mana ek? and sebenarnya tadi pun tak sedap hati. rupa-rupanya memang benda dah nak jadi. patutla ada orang kata kadang-kadang kita kena ikut gerak hati. serius kalau aku ada cash dalam tangan at least RM 200 aku tak kan susahkan ibu untuk bank in duit. aku boleh uruskan semua kad-kad yang hilang. selama ni pun semua urusan-urusan rasmi memang aku dah pernah buat. tapi, kalau siapa yang kenal aku, when i'm not okay semua jadi serabut. dah la memang aku cepat gelabah. benda jadi lebih tak sedap sebab bukan melibatkan barang aku je. tipu tak rasa bersalah. kalau calculator, boleh la ni hard disc kot.

banyak urusan yang nak kena selesaikan khamis ni. terpaksa bergantung pada orang. terasa lebih bersalah sebab menyusahkan best friend sendiri. dah la dengan barang-barang dia sekali hilang. benda yang aku paling tak suka sebab terpaksa menyusahkan hidup orang lain. tapi, nak buat macam mana, nak keluar tak ada kad pengenalan. nak drive tak ada lesen. nak keluarkan duit, kad dah kena beku. huru-hara jadinya.

okey, ni first time aku buat directly confession on first paragraph. tak mau terlalu jujur. nak jaga hubungan at least for the next three weeks before tak jumpa 4 bulan nanti. karang ada yang boleh join group MISS A - tacing. oh plus ada possibility untuk orang bukak dan baca dan terasa. sorry.

always wandering why i'm always being tested into this kind of problem. starting from the accident. well, ada hikmah. nak tidur dah tapi mata still tak boleh tutup. pray that i can stabilize my emotional.

akak inspector tadi sporting

sebab dia buat aku tak takut dengan polis

sebab aku rasa semua polis scary

but she made me safe

even though i know there is no more safety in here

but at least to have person that makes u feel safe

its more than enough

friends

hari ni iftar besar-besar classmate EE. aku tau ramai sangat and restoran mek tu besar mana lah pun. tapi one thing no matter how big the size it at least most of us were there. TOGETHER. in a table. that's why i love my classmate more. different opinion, character, style but yet our friendship bond is strong.

tapi lately ni banyak benda yang buat aku terpukul dan berfikir. firstly time birthday shahrul. not invited yet muncul di tempat kejadian. zzz -,- . secondly hari ni. entahlah, tiba-tiba rasa bersalah sebab tak ajak my 'exbestfriend' tu. bukan apa, let say i'm in his shoe kan? tengok all classmates ada kat situ tapi dia tak di'invite'. aku faham, bukan senang nak ajak semua orang. bila ada yang tertinggal, mula la timbul isu tacing. kawan-kawan, sometimes we cannot include all of you. sometimes, kita grab siapa yang the closest to us. well pada aku friendship ni benda yang 100 kali long lasting dari relationship. friends are not just when you are having test tomorrow. or quiz. or final. friends are not just when you need them to do project. but friends are people that always there by your side, in any time. when you are down, happy, doing something together or spend time together. gaduh, salah faham, merajuk then ketawa semula.

with shahrul and amin - road to ustazah's wedding, 1st Feb 2011

penang

shahrul's birthday @ secret recipe

my birthday @ pizza hut batu gajah

enjoy every moment spent with them cause tau after school life, uni's life is the second best. live well, eat well, study well :). bak kata sorang member aku ni lah kan,

and aku agree lah dengan statement dia. well, dah habis sesi refleksi diri. esok and next week are going to be my tough week. fokus ain, final dah dekat sangat.

lastly, i'm happy with my buddies around me especially bila time final nanti, masing-masing dah demotivate, lagu mendua hampir ke situ ni at least boleh membantu. and sebenarnya ya. sebab kita ada kawan yang saling menyokong. credit to shahrul, for this song.

hmm, ni je lah kot nak membebel. okay, back to computational method yang leceh tahap cipan neh. ouh, buku latihan dengan hard disc tertinggal kat kereta *okay, tak ada kena mengena*. nak kena amek jap lagi neh.

hari tak ada footnote

sekian

okthxbai

35 Things a Girl/Lady/Woman wants but won't Ask For

sumpah cheesy. mana lah adek aku dapat menda alah neh. take as light reading. chill babe :)

1. Touch her waist

2. Actually talk to her

3. Share secrets with her

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

5. Hold her

6. Laugh with her

7. Invite her everywhere

8. Hangout with her and your friends together

9. Smile with her

10. Take pictures with her

KEEP READING

11. Pull her onto your lap

12. When she says she love you more, deny it. Fight back

13. Always say hi whenever you see her

14. Tell her she's beautiful

15. Tell her the way you feel about her

You need to do to show her you actually do mean it

16. Open doors for her, walk to her car (if any)

17. Tell her she's your everything-only if you mean it

18. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her-if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so, just comfort her

19. Make her feel loved

We Might Deny It But We Actually Like it And Kinda Want You To Tickle Us

20. Don't lie to her

21. Don't cheat on her

22. Take her anywhere she wants

23. Text message or call her in the morning

24. Be there for her both when she needs or doesn't need you. She'll know that she can always count on you

25. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too

Are you thinking of someone?

26. When people diss her, stand up for her

27. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her

28. When walking next to each other grab her hand

29. Call or text her every night to wish her sweet dreams

30. Take her for long walks at night

31. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears

32. Rub her back-feels good

33. Give her your coat if she's cold-that's always cute

34. Let her sit on your lap

35. Keep conversations flowing, talk about anything usually they just go along with it

puasa

puasa ketiga di utp

puasa ketiga tanpa ayah

puasa pertama aku kurang makan

puasa maksudnya dah dekat dengan final. so, i've less than a month to prepare. frankly, i'm not ready. bagi lah masa berapa lama pun, orang tak akan bersedia.

kali ni puasa kurang sikit tempted dengan makanan-makanan walaupun ayam percik nampak sedap. ayam golek pon. uncle bob pun sama. huhu. nafsu-nafsu. haha, padan muka memang tak boleh makan pun. sayangnya bazar kali ni tak ada orang jual my favourite puding. tak kisah la cocktail ke custard. dulu, tiap-tiap hari sanggup beli sebab suka. so, i guess if i want to satisfy myself, kena buat sendiri lah kan? weee

oh, esok balik rumah and i just love untuk berbuka dekat rumah. not just because ibu yang masak tapi about the feeling being at home :) sorry ibu, ain balik minggu ni then next time a few days before raya kay?

got interesting story pasal member jeles dengan member sendiri. huu, he seems to have higher jealousy. sabar bro. he's just like that. i'm sure he doesn't mean anything. control sikit eh, puasa kan. hee.

sebenarnya tak de lah nak tulis apa-apa yang penting but i guess once dah start tulis, you are going to write over and over. hee, selamat malam. nak tidur sebab transformer tak jadi :(

if and only if i can said this to you

or you would do the same thing

but i know it seem a big impossible

keep this to myself

truth. lie. hurt. pain. jealous.

sometimes that words can stand by themselves

dah lama sangat

hmm, laaaaama sangat tak tulis kat sini. kalau rumah, bukan setakat berhabuk dengan bersawang, entah-entah dah tak rupa rumah. well, sebenarnya since form 5 nak pakai braces. time tu ayah la yang excited. tapi duduk asrama, buat pulak dengan kerajaan, so ayah decide for not to do before spm. haha, and now aku dah ada gigi besi :D

appointment 1 - buka rekod

appointment 2 - xray gigi (hee, seram sebenarny

a mesin xray tuh)

appointment 3 - moulding gigi (rasa moulding tu macam g

ula-gula fruit plus perasa mango, nasib baik x telan)

appointment 4 - scaling + tampal 5 batang gigi (hee,

sebenarnya kena 10, terlebih 3 kalau dengan dentist frai lah. lepas tu dengan bijaknya terus pergi makan tutti frutti. konfiden sungguh)

appointment 5 - tampal lagi 5 batang (okay, kali ni sakit sebab ada satu gigi ni lubang dalam. waa, ngilu gila sampai asyik terfikir dentist ni tampal ke tak gigi aku. hehe)

appointment 6 - cabut gigi (sebenarnya suppose 1st step braces which is pasang braket dulu. malangnya dentist aku sakit, so she said to go for

extraction. gila kau. mau tak cuak. dari kecik sampai dah boleh jadi mak orang sumpah aku takut tau cab

ut gigi sebenarnya. balik cabut, terus tidur. bangun-bangun lapar. well, orang cabut gigi biasa tak makan banyak, tapi aku? semangkuk mi sup habis. mm

, bukan sebab aku perut naga tapi

orang kat sabila masak sedap sangat :P)

appointment 6 - another 2 extractions (well, this time super duper sakit. yelah, dah bius banyak x99 kali pun, aku still terasa gigi aku di'force' untuk dicabut. saaakkit kot. tapi dah besar kan, tahan je la. hehe. balik, rasa nak pitam, darah banyak sangat because according to dentist my root is too healthy, so luka extraction tu dalam. :( sayangnya nengok gigi yang cantik dicabut. bukan sebatang, bukan dua tapi EMPAT. EMPAT ye..

)

appointment 7 - this is the day, 29th July 2010. pakai brace

s. hmm, sebenarnya dah ready sakit time pakai tapi surprisingly tak pun. cuma lenguh kena nganga lama-lama. dua jam kot. haha, dentist risau sangat aku r

asa sakit asyik tanya je, 'are you alright?' aku mampu anggu

k je la, dalam hati, doc saya nak tidur sekejap boleh tak? hee, ngantuk lah. first choice is pink, tapi pink tu LIGHT sangat. takpe-takpe, next month kaler purple ea ain?

tipu kalau aku cakap tak sakit. tipu. sakit sanga

t sebenarnya. tapi sebab nak elak sakit, dua hari aku tak

geselkan gigi atas dengan gigi bawah. ngilu gile!! tu belum lagi rasa gigi lembut, mm, sebenar

nya gusi yang lembut. perut lapar tapi mulut say NO!. lepas pasang tu nak makan pun susah. makan kek secret recipe yang sedap tu pun ngilu jugak. sob. sob. tidur tak boleh langgar mulut. kalau tak rasa menyesal gila. apsal la aku boleh terlanggar :(.. bila aku senyap maksudnya aku tengah sakit. bila aku cakap banyak sebenarnya sebab aku dah telan painkiller. ramai member cakap macam mana boleh tahan sakit. mm, korang aku rase beranak lagi sakit kot. huhu. well, you paid for every steps you take.

hehe, now i'm counting days to get back eat the solid foods. seriously bile gigi dah okay, aku memang nak GCB satu. kalau GCB dah habis BIGMAC pun ja

dilah.

hmm, a long new entry i guess. will update later (if i want to do so. hee).

taip ni pun sebab malas nak pergi meeting dengan advisor. sorry boss. but i'm tired :(

oh, just a footnote.

i saw something you comment about my braces,

if i interpret correctly

gonna be sweet if you said straightly to me :)