its hard for me,,

smlm call ibu,,terkejut besar bile ibu ckp urin dye brdarah,,tersentap jantung aq,,yg aq tau kalo mslh kencing brdrh tu prob besar,,n ibu tgh tngu turn kat klinik tyme tu,,1 hr later ibu call blek,, " ain, dr ckp ibu ad btu karang kat dlm buah pinggang,,dah 1 cm,,kne pergi pakar," i'm SPEECHLESS,,,it was the 2nd worst nightmare i've ever have after a phone call,, ibu ckp na prg ubat kg dlu,,mntk pk uda anta,,ye la spe ta tkot na operate kn,,at least kalo ubt kg ade byk ikhtiar la kn,,ibu,,ain syg sgt2 ngan ibu,,tke care ea ibu,,,

i miss my moto very much,,ssh na pnjm org,,bkn sume org na bg pnjm moto dye,,hmm,,cpt la moto aq blek dr 'hospital',,lme da aq ta naek dye,,

i hate my self sbb ske sgt nengok movie n drama,,y??,,weh,,ta reti study ke ha??ny bkn prasekolah yg ko bule maen aje 24/7,,bkn sek ren yg ikot je ap org laen wat,,bkn skola mngh yg ad org tolong guide kt,,its a university,,

nape tah hari ny mata cm empangan yg da nk pecah,,tinggal tngu pecah jep,,sory 2 org yg aq da promise ari ny na wat assign but aq ta dtg,,bkn tak nak dtg cme i'm not ok rite now,,

These complications
Just keep on coming
There ain't no running
When it comes to life
That how it goes
[to be continued]